I really hope I'm not a member of the awkward teenagers who ask Ryan for advice club.

Thanks Ryan, very insightful, feeling this myself:

"I realized for the first time that no matter what happens to me, I'm going to be ok. That my happiness or even credibility wasn't dependent on my jobs or my stuff. That I could get fired, give up my apartment, my bear and go back to where I started a few years and I would still be good."

God forbid you lose the bear.

Trust me Ryan, your 'Ah ha!' moments may seem obvious and silly to you in retrospect, but it's truly incredible how far ahead of your peers and indeed the aggregate population you are. Most people never really 'free their mind'.

The point you made that PCD quoted is something I tell myself every time I get angry, anxious, nervous, or worked up about something. Small or large: especially "where I'm going with my life," etc.

I wrote a long comment but at the end my question, in essence, was: Why do you feel such a disconnect with your redearship?

You see the same thing with Tucker. Is it just a matter of intelligence, experience?

I don't think it has anything to do with intelligence. I'm sure many of the kids are much smarter than I am.

It's a wavelength thing and not many people are on it. It's not like I go around look or judging people by it but you can tell when someone doesn't have it.