Trust your impulses, they have served you well. Remember, though, how many times they told you to shut-up, and the successes that have come from that. You are young, close your mouth. Pent up that energy and that passion and pour it all into a single indulgence of the tongue. The payoff will come from a combination of scarcity and selectiveness. Tone it down, too much noise.
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Most people tend to suppress their natural instincts because of what other people say. I suggest you read a book called “Developing Intuition: Practical Guidance for Daily Life” by Shakti Gawain. link here She gets right into the shit without really bogging you down with a lot of unnecessary information. The only thing I don’t like about the book is a small religious undertone it carries. Then again I had the same complaint about Meditations.